actually i dont know what my next move should be.
been trying to run away for as far as i can. trying to divert my attention on other stuffs. like jogging, like baking, like planning,like adding some liquor into my coke, my pop. ahhhh! :{ just so i can get some good sleep at night.

i was prompt another question this morning via the pleasant unexpected last night. sigh ttm.
to get to know each other is a kind of fate
to get tgt with each other is another kind of fate
to go thru stuffs tgt is another kind of fate
to struggle thru so many objections is another kind of fate

what's fate? fate really exist meh? yuan fen. you yuan zi ran hui ren shi. mei yuan zi ran hui fen kai. then what's destiny? ming yun.

i dont want to end up like my previous post about find love. you'd only realise the previous one was the best. but you've missed it cus thinking that you'd find a better one.

satisfactory? how satisfied? how to define. so many thots running thru my mind. wei shen mer ahhhhhhh :{